Monday, July 28, 2014


It has only been a few days since Bill left....and its definitely an emotional roller coaster.  I have only teared up a couple times so far, which is good for me!!  Kadynce has been saying that she misses her Daddy a lot and will see him in a long time.  She marks off the days on the calendar everyday...once day closer!!  Bradyn....well, he's having a rough time.  He has cried every day so far because he wants his Dad.  He knows that it is going to be a long time before he sees his Daddy again but he just wants him home.  Its rough on my emotions seeing them get sad.  I just have to take a deep breath and calm us all down.  

Not having my other half in the weird!  Its quiet.  Its NOT normal!  I hate the silence of him not being home.  

So far....overall it has been good.  I thought that the first week or so was going to be the worst...if this is, then the rest of the time should be a breeze!!