It has only been a few days since Bill left....and its definitely an emotional roller coaster. I have only teared up a couple times so far, which is good for me!! Kadynce has been saying that she misses her Daddy a lot and will see him in a long time. She marks off the days on the calendar everyday...once day closer!! Bradyn....well, he's having a rough time. He has cried every day so far because he wants his Dad. He knows that it is going to be a long time before he sees his Daddy again but he just wants him home. Its rough on my emotions seeing them get sad. I just have to take a deep breath and calm us all down.
Not having my other half in the house.....is weird! Its quiet. Its NOT normal! I hate the silence of him not being home.
So far....overall it has been good. I thought that the first week or so was going to be the worst...if this is, then the rest of the time should be a breeze!!